So upset....

This is going to be a vent. So sorry if this sounds whiney or annoying. But Im so tired of my body. I just dont get it. Why do alot of women end up pregnant without having to take anything and then there are women that have to jump thru ever single hoop possible to final get a baby?

I go this morning to get my 7 dpo progesterone checked and got the call that of course it was low. It was only one point away from being normal. For a medicated cycle they like 15 mine was 14. So I had to start prometerium again today. I have to say my bubble really got popped today. I had this feeling deep down that this was it for us. But not anymore. I started spotting yesterday and wasnt sure what it could be. Well Im going to take a guess that it was the low progesterone.

Im truly thankful for the medication but absolutely hate taking it. It makes me feel so unsexy and makes me not want to make love to my husband. Wearing a panty liner is not so fun either.

My heart goes out to all those ladies that have to go thru alot more than I do. You truly are brave and strong women. I havent been trying as long as them but I can sympathize with those ladies with wanting something so bad and your body not working. I yearn to hold my own child and give it unconditional love. Its a huge void in my life and Im so ready for our turn. I catch my husband looking at kids in restuarants and I can see in his eyes that he wants and feels the same way. 

If I had super powers I would so give every single women that was battling with infertilty the baby of there dreams.......

-MissyCrissy :)

1 Year Anniversary Video Shoot ....

http://animoto.com/play/f1DN1mneFgrzZ3HTGXwO5g

Click on the Link!!! She did an amazing job! This girl that did this is just starting out in photography and we were her 2nd client! We had a blast!!!!

-MissyCrissy :)

B.L.O.A.T.....

Holy Moly the bloat im dealing with right now is the worst bloat Ive ever had in a 2ww... Wondering if this is a side effect from the HCG trigger shot. Thanks to these meds the last few weeks I have put on some not so happy about it lbs. Ive been working out like crazy trying to prepare for this half marathon but the dang scale isnt going anywhere. Is this what I have to look forward too if this cycle doesnt pan out. Bloat and lbs.... Not cool!

But hey end the end it will all be worth it!! So looking forward to going to the doc Monday! Please progesterone be normal!!

Happy Easter to all!!!

-MissyCrissy :)

And why did I not temp this cycle?

I keep asking myself this question everyday. The thought of not knowing my temps is driving me bonkers definately during the infamous 2ww. I wished I could go to sleep and wake up next Friday or Saturday and know if Im KU or not.

Im so happy for the latest band of BFP's. Some great girls are going to be awesome December mommies!! Big huge congrats to one of my BFPB's mrsJT09/ Betty!!! Im so overly happy for this sweet lady! We talk almost every single day and have developed a great friendship! Not sure what I would do without her. So happy for her to move on to first tri and Dec Boards! Now I have a cheerleader cheering me on all the way!!! Hoping that some how some way I can go see her and meet her! Im a happy girl!!

Another person I have to give a huge thanks to is tmsetzer83/Tiff! We first started talking because we both were dealing with long cycles and it was dang frustrating. Someone to talk to about stuff and totally understand is awesome. There was a possibility we were going to start clomid around the same time so it was perfect. Now we talk almost everyday by text! She is one amazing person and so happy to have her in my life. I can text her my worries, side effects, etc and she is there for me!!!

Last but not least smltowngirl!! I love this girl! I seriously think she is me but with blonde hair! She is wicked awesome and a great friend! I hope she gets KU on her next IVF cycle! Im her cheerleader all the way!

So my whole point in explaining these three wonderful ladies is with out these girls I think I would not have any hair on my head left after a 2ww without them. Love you guys! <3

-MissyCrissy :)

Something I really want!!

I was lurking on the Health & Excercise board on the bump and someone was talking about two video workouts I want....

Im asking for the Turbo Fire for my bday in July. The Chalean Extreme I going to buy on ebay very soon!!! Its so easy to just pop in a video than drive to the gym. Plus hate working out with a bunch of sweaty smelly men.....

-MissyCrissy :)

Not to much to update on....

Well the trigger shot wasnt as bad as I thought it was going to be. John gave it to me! But note to self to never let him do it again and tell him we have to have sex at a certain time. Thats all Im going to say about that. Im not hopeful for this cycle because of the issues we had but hopefully it will work itself out.

I go back to the RE April 25th to check my progesterone level and I guess get a ultrasound to see if I indeed ovulated! Truly happy to have ovulated this early. Since July thats 9 months I think I have never ovulated this early. So thank you meds for doing the job!!

Hoping this 2ww is not brutal and it goes by super fast!! Im training for a half marathon so that should keep me pretty busy we log miles the next two weeks!!

-MissyCrissy :)

Look what is for dinner tonight....

John is home tonight and he is smoking a pork butt!! If you havent had a pork butt it is so good. Its kind of like brisket but pork. Well we got this recipe from the blog http://www.thepioneerwoman.com/ and had to try it. Something with Dr. Pepper in it you know it has to be good!! The recipe is called Spicy Dr. Pepper Shreddred Pork. Instead of doing tacos with it he is making potato salad that we figured out the recipe from Red Hot & Blue!! The best potato salad on this planet! Hope everyone is having a great weekend!!

 

-MissyCrissy :)