April 1st could not get here fast enough....

This is my worst enemy right now... Just so you know!! Oh and to make matters worse I was a goofball and started taking Vitex a few days ago and thats a no no thanks to Dr. Google. So as of today I will stop that. You cant take it with Clomid either so I guess I will be pushing Vitex to the back of my medicine cabinet.

-MissyCrissy :)

Day 29 — A person I love

The person I love is my husband John. He is such an amazing man. He totally puts my feelings into consideration. He always makes sure he does something sweet for me to feel loved by him. To leaving me sweet notes at work to putting cards under my pillow. The guy even will spray his cologne on his pillow for me when he has to work nights. Im a very lucky lady. He is truly my SOULMATE!!

I fall in love with him more and more everyday. In two weeks we celebrate our 1 year anniversary and man it has gone by so fast. Last weekend we celebrated being together for two years. We still feel like we are dating. Always learning about each other and having fun!!!

-MissyCrissy :)

Update on me....

Just got back from my trip to California and going to the Price is Right!! It was so fun but dont think I will be going back there. I went to the RE yesterday to make sure I actually ovulated and if not to start Provera or Prometerium.

They did an ultrasound and it really didnt show much other than the sonographer saying yes you definately have PCOS. Ok thanks... She said there was a possibilty that I did O because of my lining. She showed the films to the doctor and he told me to take Prometerium for 10 days vaginally. Yuck.. Its like taking stuff for a yeast infection. They drew blood to check my progesterone and a blood pregnancy test. Of course the pregnancy test came back negative and my progesterone was 3.5. At 6 dpo it should be around 15. Never got a clear answer on if I really ovulated. Guess I will never know.

I stopped temping from this point forward because the Prometerium just messes with your temps and Im just going to let the doctor do the monitoring. I left the office yesterday confused, frustrated, sad, and happy all at the same time. All of these emotions feels like a huge roller coaster. Im thankful for my rock John but he can only help me so much you know. So I reached out to some dear friends that I have grown such a great relationship with from the Bump! I heart you guys and so appreciate your support and shoulders thru all of this!!

So plan of action is start my period in hopefully 12 days or so. Clomid cd3-7 with b/w/ultrasound on cd 3, HSG cd7-10, and another ultrasound at cd 12-13 to check for follies. Oh please Oh please let this work!

-MissyCrissy :)

Update on SA....

Woooohoooo John's SA results were normal!!! Im the broke one. So happy its just me and not both of us!! Now I just need to ovulate or get provera to get this show on the road!!

-MissyCrissy :)

SA= Sperm Analysis

Poor John had to go do a SA this morning. I felt bad for him.. I had heard thru a friend that her husband was so embarassed when he got his done. The crazy thing is we both work at the same hospital and the SA was done here at the hospital. Im happy I dont have to do that in a cup seriously. I will take shots and meds before I would ever done what he had to do today.

Someone today said well this is your way of getting him back for not moving that medicine ball from under your feet when you hurt your ankles. Well I guess so but this was not my idea so dont think this counts.. So I hope it comes back normal and we have no issues on his side. Fingers crossed....

-MissyCrissy :)

Day 28 — A place I love

This is White Rock Lake. John and I go here alot to run, ride bikes, and watch the sunsets. This place is amazing. We say all the time we are going to go one Thursday and rent a canoe and canoe across the lake. Guess we will see when that happens. Anyway this lake has helped me train for alot of my runs.

They have a running trail that goes all the way around the lake pretty much 10 miles around. I wished more lakes were like this one!! My first half marathon was around this lake and I will never forget it! This lake makes it easy so you dont have to bring all your accessories to run. Tons of water fountains and you know the exact distance!!!

-MissyCrissy :)

Day 27 — A child I love

Ryan is a child I love. He is the sweetest child I have ever met. He has a caring heart and loves his parents. He melts my heart when he tells me he loves me. We have a bond as aunt and nephew that is like no other. I wished I saw him more and that probably has alot to do with me. But on the other hand he is a good kid and wished he wouldnt grow up. He has gone thru some stuff at his early age that he shouldnt have and I feel his pain. I love you Ryan Scott!!! I thank the good lord everyday for my brother having him!!!